Life Isnt Always Easy

2004-06-02T00:30:00.000+08:00

Holy cow!!~it's been months since i last updated this blog...i've been really lazy to update it...guess i have lost interest in blogging...

Lots of things had happened in my life...Been away from town recently to Thailand and Australia for a short trip...really enjoyed my time spent there...maybe going to Bali with my friends on July...hope the trip goes to plan...

Anyway,things have been going smoothly for me and my dear...he did confessed something which nearly make me wanna kill him but after much consideration,i'm giving it another shot...

Love is indeed blind~

2004-03-27T02:10:00.000+08:00

it"s been days since i last updated my blog.......very busy right now got lots of work to be done.Starting from the month of april i will be finally busy after so long lazing at home doing nothing.Finally got a job,going for a short break............i think by then i will not get paranoid about him anymore.
By the way he is back from reservist ...............yahoo.....but i am still sad because he is not spending his time wif me.SOCCER ,FRENS,AND BIKE HIS TOP LIST.I wonder am i on his mind or not???????????

2004-03-23T13:53:00.000+08:00

CHEESY OR NOT CHEESY
IT" MY BLOG AND I HAVE EVERY FUCKING RIGHT TO SAY WATEVER I WANT TO.AT THE SAME IT IS ALSO DEDICATED TO MY BELOVED JUNKIES,WHO DERIVE PLEASURE AND SATISFACTION BY DISSING OTHER"S.U ARE MOST WELCOME TO BITCH AND MOAN WIF YOUR DISGUSTING LITTLE REMARKS IN HERE,SO BRING IT ON COZ I DO NOT GIVE A SHIT BOUT IT

2004-03-21T23:48:00.000+08:00

YIPEE!!!!Finally get to meet him bcoz his coach cancel the match due to the rain.oh i love raining days !!!1So meet him at tampines and have dinner wif his team mates.miss him so much feel like eating him up......hahahhahha actually i was so farmished but after seeing him i started to get full.His team mates seem fine to me better than his other"frens''
After dinner went back to his house to get his things .he have to get back to camp before 10.30.Guess wat i was tricked by him,he asked me to go to his house .he told me no one is at home...........upon reaching his home,actually everyone is at home.i had no choice but to go in his house.the last time i met his parentswas hari raya so dis is my second time hanging out wif them.I can get along wif his mom,sis,and his brother but not his dad.His dad look so fierce,make me so scared of him.while waiting for him to get changed and get ready,his mum interview me bout my family.
Aroung 10 we left his house and he have to go back to camp sohe juz sent me at gombak .nah its ok bcoz the most importang thing is i get to see him.counting the days for him to finish his reservist soon.another5more days and he out from that place ........YAHOO YAHOOO.ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I AM IN JOVIAL MOOD.NORMALLY WE WILL FIGHT WHENEVER WE MEET BUT NOT FOR TODAY..I GUESS ABSENCE MAKES THE HEART GROW FONDER................ TRUE VERY TRUE

2004-03-21T22:49:00.000+08:00

YOU'LL MIZZ THE WATER WHEN THE WELL RUNS DRY

2004-03-20T00:14:00.000+08:00

ITS THE WEEKENDS AGAIN ....................SUMTIMES I JUZ HATE THE WEEKENDS .I JUZ HOPING GET TO SEE HIM DIS WEEKENDS,ITS BEEN WEEKS SINCE I LAST MET HIM.WHEN I MENTION TO MEET HIM TOMOLOW HE SAID"TENGOK DULU" ,I WAS LIKE FUCK YOU HOW LONG MORE MUST I WAIT TO SEE U. HE IS SO CONTRADICTING. YESTERDAY HE SAID HE MISS ME SO MUCH BUT WHEN I WANNA MEET HIM HE SI SO MALAS.ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH I AM SO PISSED OFF.

IF WERDS DON"T COME MY WAY I HOPE U KNOW WAT MY HEART WANTS TO SAY

2004-03-20T00:08:00.000+08:00

THE STARS IN THE NIGHT BURNING THEIR FIRE
IGNITE MY SOUL WIF YOUR DESIRE

2004-03-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

Arghhhhhh~sadly i did not get to meet my dearie ..........miss him so muchhhhhhhhh there is no werds to describe that feeling...i am not starting to get paranoid here but its been 3 weeks since i last met him........he is too bz wif his other commitments.forever wif his soccer and bike.When u love someone so much u have to endure all that.But hey i did have fun last night........its been such a long time since i went to hrc and get drunk wif my buddies.i miss chiiling wif u guys so much ...thanks for all the fun yesterday.I am juz puzzled why the young kids now are making such a big fuss going to Hrc...BEEN THERE DONE THAT............... some of them stare at me as if i been there for the first time....ANYWAY I DO NOT GIVE A DARM ABOUT THEM AT ALL...JUST WENT THERE JUZ TO HAVE FUN....After that,all of us went to east coast coz my momma was having bbq there........a very tiring day so i guess i stop here and let me get a full rest.

2004-03-13T01:46:00.000+08:00

Life Isn"t Always Easy
Life Can be Unfair At times
When You Muz Maintain Faith
And Neva Let Go

It Is EspeciaLLY During The Diffucult Times
That YOU Muz Live Your Life
To Its Fullest Potential.
Those Are The Times To TRIUMPH
Over Circumstances
Wif Hope And Courage

Life Isn"t Always Easy
But If U Keep Going And Persevere
To The Very Best Of Your Ability,
U Will Gain Strength To Manage
The New Challenges Ahead

Each Goal That You Reach
Is Another Important Step Forward

BelieveThat There Are
Bright And Wonderful Days
Ahead For U And U Will Find Them

2004-03-13T00:32:00.000+08:00

AT last i got a blog after waiting for such a long time.been stressful week fo me or should i say it been a stressful month for me.sumtimes is nice falling in love but sumtimes is sucks...the sucks part is when u have an arguement and your partner wants to win the argument........the worse part when your partner is MR EGOISTIC.my boo willl be the winner if there is an award for that!now me feeling lonely for 3 bloody fucking weeks coz why?he have to serve dis stupid reservist.......and me staying at home waiting to be sent to hougang chalet........hahhahahhah.

2004-02-22T12:34:00.000+08:00

Harloow!!~